I know I'm pretty as you girls are, if you gotta clown somebody else just to feel good about yourselves, then you must feel pretty damn ugly inside. And if that’s the case, do me a favor STOP HATING. Coz’ im a plump like a rose and thicker than most. -PHAT GIRLZ
Hey you guys first I wan't to apologize again if I haven't been updating my blog these past few days, if you wan't to know the reason why, you can read my last blog here.
Out of thousands plus size model applicants, Aries and Berna (The owners of Erzullie) gave me a chance to prove what I can do and what I can give to their brand and to the fabulous plus size women out there. From an email, up to the plus size model go see, and just last January 12, we had our TMP (Trial Modeling Project) and it's indeed an amazing experience and journey with the girls.
KAT LOPEZ, AUDREY LEE, SHAHARA PEREZ (YOURS TRULY), MONICA REYEAH
PHOTO CREDIT: ERZULLIE
To be honest I never thought that I can make it this far, first is because I don't really have an experience, second is that me and my family is still suffering from financial crisis so it means I can't just ask money from them to buy the things I need to have, but thank God my mom is my number one supportive fan so she made a way just so I can be there in the said date. And lastly, I had red spots on my face before the big day! We can't go to the dermatologist because we don't have enough money, so until now we don't know what it is and the cause of it, but because I am a blessed daughter of God the red spots and the itchiness of it has somehow reduced the night before the TMP. What can I say, ANYTHING is possible from God. Anyway, Aries told me something to inspire me and it really touched my heart. She knows what I am going through right now and she believes that I am a "survivor". She's so sweet and I love her already!
We don't have the results yet, but I already want to say thank you to Aries and Berna for giving me a chance, new family and experience. I never aim for the money or even fame, I am only longing for a lifetime experience. An experience that can help me gain more confidence and share this confidence to others.
How confident are you about yourself? Can you share your confidence to others by leaving a comment down below? :)
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Keep on smiling,xx